JiponponJipon!
It's rainy in the evening today.
It's holiday now.
I have so much time on the net.
Yesterday, I talked to my online friend.
At the same time, I had a feeling of eating steaks.

I meant, I still want to eat steak.
I asked my friend if she would love to follow me to Star Cafe.
We will be going to eat okonomiyaki.

I just looked at my LJ icon which I wrote
Ore wa Choco Saru for its caption.
Then abruptly, my cellphone rang its tone,
the tone was " Choco choco choco. "

This was also a coincidence.
What the jin.



See, I was listening to Kizuna.
Suddenly this girl's profile has the same song.
Then, both of the songs played uniformly.
Actually, my mind was thinking if this girl has Kizuna song as well.

There was nothing cool at school.
Since today was last day because of a big celebration coming up,
I thought miracle would happened.
I was wrong. Ne?
I saw Kiseki a lot,
but there was something that wasn't satisfying.

Teachers also called his name often.
One of them told loudly that he passed tests.
Okay I am envied. Because I want to battle Kiseki.

I am fed up again.

Jiponjipon.
Today, Watasan had fever.
She looked so red and sick.
Plus, she was a bit dissatisfied with a student.
Do you have enough calcium?

The weather is not cool.
At school, the add math lesson was okay desu.
But this friend ended up sleeping beside me.
There was Kiseki in class as well.
He sat in front, next to the right.
In a nutshell, he is a southpaw.
Dondake!

I tried to analyze his style in learning.
He looked a bit lazy and talked much.
But, I hardly could hear his voice.
When I talked to the teacher, I noticed
that he was about to look at someone.

Today, I felt annoyed,
but I thought it was a normal problem.
I hope the letter I wrote is unknown.
Only Kiseki knows it. Not anyone else.

Jiponjipon.
My cold disappeared.
My fever lost a bit.
The weather is hot as usual.
School? Quite boring but there was a debate.
" Auditory Skill is more Important than Reading. "

Maa,
do you remember the LETTER?
There was no reply, because the way I wrote,
didn't mean that I need a word from Kiseki.
But, I notice that he didn't watch me like he usually did.

Yesterday, I went to hospital.
My fingernail has been removed.
It was so funny at the time.
I think the doctors were wacky!

Just after school finished,
I saw Kiseki. He used to be late somehow.
He covered up his head with newspaper.
But, is it so necessary to tell? Hahaha.

Then,
I received Tupperware of choco cakes,
made by a kouhai. Grateful.
During this day, I hangout a lot with kouhai.
They are not so bad. Ne?

*Sneezing*
Jiponjipon. I was not feeling well.
I had an awful cold. Plus, fever.
I had to sleep early. So, I write this entry
on 9/23. Expect it to be futuristic!

Actually, I did something so brave.
I will handle the consequence.
The letter, I was waiting for.
It's me who wrote it.
Not the one I imagined before.
The road has been taken, at last.

I just bought a SWATCH watch yesterday,
and a kouhai broke its holder. What a bad day.

Jiponjipon.
Yesterday's chemistry class was superb.
I understand the balancing formula now.

How are you?
I am fine. Kiseki?
He stared at my class,
so I decided to peek on him.
When I saw him,
I stared as if I despised him.
I didn't mean that, Kiseki.
I have bad eye communication.
... He looked awkward and looked away.

Today,
We didn't return home as usual,
because there was a program held by school.
I was bored, but having to sit in front waked up eyes ne?

I saw Kiseki,
no actually I didn't see him,
until I looked towards,
that he was staring at me.

At night, around 1930,
I vomited. Hell, my stomach felt bad.
I couldn't help myself but ended up
regurgitating behind school yard.

I have a thought I should look at him too.
If I wanted to know the true signal,
I shouldn't be fed up like before.
Because yes, I am reconciled.

At night, I saw a moon covered by haze.
Watched it together with Watasan.
After dismiss,
I saw Kiseki walking in front of my car,
and suddenly he turned shy. Then,
I glared at him walking alone at night to home.
I never know he walks alone. Duh.
He looked at my car,
but he seemed to ignore.

Keep inside mind that,
what you worry about will be alright.

I am longing to write,
but it's not so paramount.

I just watched bunch of Kat-tun videos today.
Especially the Cartoon Kat-tun Funny Moments,
a fan made videos.
How funny that I couldn't stop laughing.
That time, I realized.
That is why I like Kat-tun.
Not for their cute hair,
but their personality on air.
Though Jin is airhead. Hehehe.

ぴよんぴよん！

Today's life is filled,
with discussion on future.
Future after leaving high school.
I have decided to learn abroad.
But, I am worried if the regime...

One of them talked to me about Kiseki.
He cheated on exam.
I stupefied. I realized I wasn't shocked.
I was afraid if he had too simple plan for future.
Compared to me, I am the winner.

Nah, he was not going to look at me either.

Yo.
The weather is cool.
Today, I occasionally felt drowzy.
I talked a lot with friends at the back,
we laughed hard to hell.

Back at home,
I received Queen Of Pirate Clearfile.
It's soft and light.
When I first tore it,
the Junno's face appeared first.
Thanks Hanna.

Maa,
Kiseki, I saw him quite often.
But when I looked at him even a glance,
I abruptly felt useless.
He seemed to be cheerful.

ジポンジポン！
今日天気は重い白い！
恋してる！

Yo, there.
There is new student registered.
Welcome.
Today, since the weather is so cool,
I actually ended up doing nothing.
As I went home, I saw a bird flying.
I thought of competing it,
too bad, it flew to another direction.

Will I story about Kiseki this time?
Let the title remained for Kiseki, ne.
Tomorrow, I will take my order.

Around 2 pm,
I saw a car getting damaged, perhaps lack of oil car.
Wondered if someone would help him out.
At the same time,
there were two men and a kid on a motorbike.
One abruptly, left the vehicle,
leaving one man and the kid there.

I know he was going to help that man.
Yokatta, he did help him out.
Then I smiled,
thinking that, sometimes,
to have more persons on motorbike
can be something useful ne?

Haha,
the title is written just after listening
to Jin's in HELL, NO.
Actually I was a little confused.
Luckily, some helped me out of this.
Yesterday, I read a lot about the predicament I was in.
I am reconciled.

Today, I looked at collection of optical illusions.
They were totally brilliant and tricky.
I was amazed by them.
I also read paradox, and some Albert Einstein's teasers.
They were crowning,
I want to answer them perfectly.

Back on the　さらば、あんた entry yesterday,
THE FINAL is the second chapter for it.

I always wanted to win over Kiseki,
but I gave up since last week's Tuesday.
Because I wasn't frank and honest.
I also think there is no certain miracle like I wished.

Today,
I glared at him in a far distance.
Then, I walked to class.
I often have hallelujah chance to peek on him,
but I didn't feel like it.
I mostly avoided looking at him.

At noon,
something bashed my heart.
I saw him walking to his classroom,
I kept staring at him,
he noticed me and abruptly,
Kiseki turned his face left,
evading me as well.

HAPPY
I felt happy for what he did.
But, I couldn't understand why I felt happy.

Kon kon. * fox sound *
Kyou no tenki wa atsui yo.
School's life is normal.
It made me drowzy.

There was Kiseki.
But since, I felt that Kiseki is not a miracle,
I rarely took a peek on him.
It's hard to know a real signal, ne?
He looked childish ; in a way that I doubt.

However,
I have my own world.